"What have you been doing?"I hate this question.
A few of my friends have asked me that recently and although I know that it's just an innocent question by well-meaning people, I
loathe it.
I know it's because I haven't been doing much.
The
perfectionist side of me is sick and disgusted at how I am wasting my life away doing meaningless things everyday.
The
procrastinator side of me is contented and wants me to slack more, chill and enjoy life.
It is a conflict.
Like the
angel and
devil sitting on both sides of my shoulders.
Should I give a chim answer, something like "I'm finding myself.", "I'm busy with projects." (I consider playing around in dreamweaver, reading and watching tv projects...do you? :x) "I'm busy...with stuff."
Or just tell the truth?
Decisions, decisions.
The simple answer to that question is,
"Nothing much."But then again, the other annoying egoistical part of me will prevent me from saying that because it's quite embarassing really.
While other people are having fun, socializing, traveling, working or doing other meaningful things, I am just spending my days lounging around meaninglessly.
And so I will just not reply.
Bad habit. I'm weird. Stop looking at me like that you slimeball.
Oh, and now I'm becoming lazy to even make blogskins.
Wtf.
I just wanna read and read the whole day.
I'd better stop in case I damage my reputation forever.
