I dislike doing branding.
I'm so sick of the sucky logo I made for the BB anniversary.
Sometimes I wish that I'm back in secondary school.
Just have to eat my notes, memorise hundreds of pages of text and I'd be all set to do well in exams.
And the thing is, I kinda enjoy reading and memorising words.
They make my brain feel full, and I know that I'm okay as long as I'm tired and my brain feels like it's exploding from chunks of information and knowledge.
Now that I've grown up, now that secondary school is over, now that I'm in poly, it's not enough to just
know.
You have to know how to apply.
You have to produce.
Knowing is not enough.
You can know how to use all the tools in Photoshop, in Illustrator, in Dreamweaver, in Flash.
But it's still not enough.
You have to use them to produce something.
Something good.
Something brilliant.
Something awfully
creative.
It's so hard.
It'll probably get harder, in work.
Have to deal with office politics, financial issues, and if you don't produce, you may say byebye to your job and your pay and your only mode of living anyday.
Even in poly now, at least there are holidays.
But in work?
Can only take sick leaves a few times a year...if you take too many, you'll probably get accused of slacking and then kena fired.
Just like that.
So scary.
I think I wanna strive to go to uni already.
Then I will have to work hard and try to get a scholarship.
