Thursday, 7 May 2009

I miss emo-ing alongside an entire class of people who are also emo-ing while mugging.
I miss bitching about stuff and life in general to other bitches. ( muahaha lol)
I miss making random comments about what chers are teaching in class to people who sit beside me.
I miss talking crap and being the one kena saboed most of the time by my grp of friends.

WHERE ARE YOU PEOPLE?!?!

I seem to be losing touch with the world.
I seem to be losing touch with my past.
I seem to be more and more contained as I grow older.


Do I like it?
Is this me?


Sigh, I dunno who I am anymore.


Stop emo-ing.
Emotions make you weak.
Detach, detach, detach.
Move on.
Look forward to adulthood which is probably gonna suck even more.

Why are you whining and groaning about your life?
You're not living in third world countries where people fear for their life.
Racial conflicts and discrimination.
Xenophobic dumbfucks who only know how to use violence to solve whatever problems they have.
As I have said before, brainless idiots make the most noise and commotion.
If you're using your brain for other things instead of thinking about hitting/killing people all the time, you could've achieved more.

Why hate others?
I'd rather hate myself.
This way, I can work on improving myself and making myself better.
You can't change others, but you can change yourself.
It just starts with changing the way you think.

Humanity makes me sick.
If Earth explodes or some solar thing occurs in 2012, I won't mind.

Who knows?
Maybe our solar system is just contained inside a jar which Satan keeps.
Maybe there are many other jars alongside ours.
Planets may be like marbles (in Satan's world), suspended by a random mixture of gases he injected into the jar just for fun.
When we die and our bodies are cremated or decomposed, we will evaporate into vapours, and he will suck them out using a syringe (or whatever he uses, in his world) and dump us into the jar next to ours.
Then we'll continue living in another "world", but with completely different rules.
Like the "planets" there may be cubes instead of spheres, and so will be squarish instead of round.
When you travel to the end of the "world", you really will fall off.
Maybe another "Columbus" in that universe had fallen off before to prove that "scientific fact" in that "world".
Their languages will be completely different, and "legs" will grow on the top of their bodies and their "brains" will be contained inside their arm.
When Satan gets bored and wants to play, he may take out one specie from one of his many many jars and swap them with another specie from another jar.
Then all the other beings inside the jar which he had deposited the foreign specie into will think that that specie is actually a "ghost" or "UFO".
And maybe Satan have 2 bananas on top of his head instead of horns.

I like thinking abstract thoughts like that.
Makes a boring mundane world more interesting.
Maybe I will be lucky and get picked to get sucked into the syringe by Satan one day and deposited into another jar.
Maybe the "planets" there will be heart-shaped and everyone lives happily alongside cotton-candy rabbits and rainbow watermelons.
Maybe there will be no hate, only love and acceptance.
Maybe there will not be bad ads or designs there.
And not too much noise please.